I never thought I will be so attached to the outcome of star awards this year. Maybe because, this year I bothered to ask….. To understand what the procedure is like, what my fans had to go through,why they feel the need to win, to make calls, to impatiently await the results daily.

I am part of the team this year, and “ouch” when you get this involved.

In the past years, it was a 3 hour event with minimum sweat, except for my suffering feet which are stuck in those killer heels. The top 10 awards is the battle of the fan clubs.

I was aware of the additional hassle this year my supporters had to go through as the security had tightened for the online voting category. And still, they soldiered on, and delivered “beautifully “till the last minute. Hopes were high as my picture and my name was comfortably located everyday and very night’s battle was rightfully won.

This, when we lost the war, it came extremely hard. Lots of “why”, tears, and guilt. It was hard not to be affected. It wasn’t life or death, or extreme situations, like what I have witnessed during AJ2, or Renovaid. I guess it was the sense of communal lost that we had as a team.

Something so apparently elusive could feel so real, I guess, that’s what desires are.
Hey guys, we did good, I’m proud, we should be.

For better or for worse, this unfortunate event made all of us start to think, to awake from our comfortable slumber, to realise that things can go wrong on our land.

Like many, I was saddened to see images of Little India on the dreadful night, and the stories that they brought along. People were hurt, not just physically, and emotionally.

It brought trauma to the seemingly calm perspective of the Singapore landscape.

But I was not surprised. Honestly, I was not the only one.

How many reports have we read on the abuses that were inflicted onto the blue collar foreign workers? We have all witnessed at some point through various media about their terrible living conditions, and testimonials of their laborious work lives.We are a rich country,upgrading our homes generation after generation, and here’s the hard truth…..

We rest in the blood and sweat of thousands who don’t even have a proper bed space.

I came in contact with foreign construction workers a few years back when I was volunteering with Yvonne, the brown lady from ” Everyday Heroes” .

She was empathetic towards the quality of life of the construction workers and laboured daily to bring them useful materials, extra food supplies or just being a local friend to them. Hundreds queue for a bag of pastry, a bundle of vegetables and the hearty smiles Yvonne received in return is good enough for her to toil for another day. She told me many are shortchanged in their wages, not fully compensated when injuries occurred, (if there is any coverage at all), harsh living conditions, with little sympathy from their employers, or agencies. A host of grievances with no options.

Why does Yvonne do this? Because there is no one else.

Now, are you still surprised at why it happened?

After months of trying to get a date, thinking about where the ideal destination is, we are finally ready. The Paige Connexion a.k.a TPC is ready to take you guys out for an excursion.

Akin to last year, (er….remember the raw food n popiah making class, n the relaxing meditation session to round up, for those who came ) we won’t be telling you what’s in store just yet, but you can be sure, u will learn something, take away something, and hopefully share anything from this trip.

The date is set to be on the 1st of December. Please meet at Mediacorp lobby taxi stand at 330pm. This has nothing to do with Mediacorp but I reckon it will be a familiar spot for all to gather. We will send you guys back to the same spot at around 730pm.

I repeat.
Meeting place: Mediacorp lobby taxi stand
Time to meet : 330pm and back by 730 pm
Where r we going?: We will offer more details via email at a later date.
How to join ? : Please write to thepaigeconnexion@gmail.com and leave your name and contact number. Please title email as “I WANNA JOIN”
Expensive or not? : A million dollars or nothing at all…. Er…in other words…Free!

We move on from one moment to the next,

Honour what had been.

Seen it, heard it, felt it and be glad.

 

One foot ahead of the other,

One word after another

The next minute awaits,

 

Stay fresh

Live fresh

Feel fresh

 

A constant reminder

To just be

 

At Peace

To make someone laugh is no joke! Comedians should garner more credit, for their efforts to bring laughter to people

out there.

Melodrama is becoming my comfort zone, after appearing in one after another.

Going into the zone of depression, nostalgia, melancholy seems to be the norm in my career path.

I totally understand that and nor do I reject as I do find myself akin to the “dark” side in many ways…haha…sentimentalism is in my blood.

My latest project, The Recruit Diaries, however, showed me another genre of the artistry which can be awkward but invigorating, all at the same time.

“I am around jokers all day long, I tell people” … Jeffrey, Jeremy, Xu Bin,

Benjamin, Shane, and many other newcomers gave so much life to the popular themed sitcom.

They are my recruits, or rather, my character’s Lt Angie Tan’s recruits.

It is hard not to be amazed at how quick thinking these boys are, especially when it comes to giving a twist to the reality we are so familiar with.

While my character Lt Angie Tan is a straight-laced character in the sitcom, there are some unexpected portrayals featured which I personally find hard to stomach.

Well, it’s all in the name of entertainment and loosening up the shoulders of you stressed up audience out there.

Ok, laughter is still in the making, so do look forward to “The Recruit Diaries”, knocking soon….